Go on a date with the love of my life. It’s really hard to achieve this plan because she makes me extremely nervous and just texting her I get a lot of anxiety. I’m not sure how anyone could help. That’s my new plan because that’s the person who I’ve had the strongest feelings for and for a really long time. She’s the person you wife up. And technically we’re kinda engaged but not. I mean I have until 2017 to propose but I’d like to actually get married that year because 17 is my favorite number and it has to do with ‘us’. How that works is we already said we’d be together in 10 years and 2017 is 10 years from when that happened. However there’s a lot of things we need to talk about and I’m not great with serious conversations. Once I do talk to her and everything is resolve I will be back to happy me because nothing in the world makes me as happy as she does. And we have fun together no matter what we’re doing. Now I have to work up the courage to text her.